Every morning I say *this* is my last post ever. And... PDF Print E-mail
Written by OHmommy   
Tuesday, 01 June 2010 00:00

Just like *that* her favorite color is no longer bubble gum pink.

 

My daughter woke up and proclaimed that aqua-kinda-of-like-turquoise-but-not-really! was her new favorite color.  Words like kinda of and not really and giddy school girl squeals of oh my gosh have filled her everyday conversations.  I find myself frozen in place when observing her, soaking in each expressive wrinkle that forms on her slender face.  Her cherub cheeks now long gone.  I silently count her freckles when she describes the last days of kindergarten.

 

Recently I made a grave error and admired her arms, out loud.  "What's so special about my arms?"  She questioned my private thought.  "They're just so beautiful, girlfriend."  I stood before her and stared in amazement.  A little girl growing right before me.

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My daughter's eyes grew in bewilderment. The wrinkles around her eyes forced her freckles into a dance.  She looked at me, "What are you talking about Mama?" How are arms beautiful?"  I knew that look all too well.  It was the same one I flashed my own mother some time ago when she stood before me, frozen in a train of thought, when her bubble burst for me to witness.  My mother failed to explain then, what it is I'm trying to explain now.  "They just are."  I said and watched my daughter roll her eyes notifying me that I was crazy.

 

One day my daughter will understand.  She leaves me speechless and I love who she's becoming.

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I don't want to forget anything like the lady behind me in the grocery store confessed to me this evening.  "I remember when my kids were that young.  They are your age now.  They always beg for stories about their childhood and I tell them I can't remember much because I was too tired and too busy."

 

And... that is why I blog, dear readers.  To remember that today her favorite color is aqua-kinda-of-like-turquoise-but-not-really! and her arms are so incredibly beautiful to me.  I'm not crazy.  I'm just becoming my mom in a modern day age where it's easier to remember.

Last Updated on Monday, 31 May 2010 22:31
 

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# mama bird diaries 2010-05-31 21:52
Oh I love this. How beautiful.
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# annsrants 2010-05-31 21:53
So touching.

I documented my boys life beautifully before I started blogging and writing.

And now? Nothing. Zip.

Makes me sad, but I accept the direction my passion is going in. Always to them, but not documenting.
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# pgoodness 2010-05-31 21:54
Thanks for the reminder. This is lovely.
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# jennyonthespot 2010-05-31 21:54
Precious and beautiful. And I know exactly what you mean...
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# polwig 2010-05-31 21:55
Ohhh and this will definately be a great place to spark back all those memories and to tell them to her grandchildren later.
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# Brandi Hamerstone 2010-05-31 21:58
Ohhh, how I loved this! I tell myself ALL the time that I want to keep records of what she is doing and saying and liking and I never do it and I know I'll regret it later on in life, this was a great reminder!!
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# tara 2010-05-31 22:04
I was shit with baby books, useless with documenting milestones in photo albums; my blog is their baby book, their story, their childhood, documented in all its crazy glory.
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# Colleen 2010-05-31 22:04
Very sweet...
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# Stephanie 2010-05-31 22:28
You have my in tears with this one.

Love,
Steph
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# Desiree Fawn 2010-05-31 23:14
I'll second Steph's sentiments -- such a beautiful post
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# kasia 2010-06-01 00:05
I always knew she'd turn into an amazing gal from the day she was born!
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# Rachel 2010-06-01 00:42
I get this.
I SO get this.

(hugs)
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# Marinka 2010-06-01 04:59
This is just so lovely and moving.
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# Clare 2010-06-01 05:13
Simply beautiful. The cliche is painfully true - they DO grow up way too fast!
And yes, that is why I blog too.
Thanks for reminding me.
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# Jill 2010-06-01 05:43
Oh this is just so lovely... and such a great reason to continue writing. I truly think our little ones will enjoy reading about their lives when they're older.
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# amy 2010-06-01 06:04
I noticed the little things from my "almost done with" kindergartner too. The speech pattern has little changes and she is becoming a little girl instead of my little baby..le sigh....They grow up in an instant but sometimes time just wants to stand still.
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# Traci MANETTAS 2010-06-01 07:58
I am on the back end of this. I am a cross road where blogging about Belle isn't really okay with her. Which is a travesty because I think the whole blogging community would like to hear about a mom going into cardiac arrest when noticing pubic hair on her kid.
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# Rebecca 2010-06-01 08:14
I love this, I so want to remember those moments, hold on to them. This morning, while we ate breakfast, my middle daughter sang us a song..something about you, me, and flags, and north carolina.....priceless
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# Managed Chaos 2010-06-01 08:23
I've lost my way with blogging as of late and this is an excellent wake up call as to why I actually started blogging...to record precious memories of my children's childhood. Thank you my friend for being such a good role model on this aspect of blogging.
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# lceel 2010-06-01 08:54
I know what you mean, Pauline. I look at my three grown sons and think to myself what fine young men they are - strong, handsome, smart, kind and true. And, secretly, I wish that in my next life, I get to be one of them.
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# Lindsey 2010-06-01 09:58
This is the same reason why I blog!
Wonderful post...it really got me thinking about how I dont want my kids to grow up so fast. {sniff sniff}
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# Cheryl 2010-06-01 10:00
Show your daughter the Tiffany & Co. website, and ask her if that's the color that she's describing.
Yep, Tiffany box blue. I don't have one, but it's always been a favorite color of mine too! SIGH...
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# Tiffany 2010-06-01 12:09
i'm not sure if this was supposed to make me tear up, but it did. my three year old daughter is currently dancing in the living room to a yo gabba gabba cd i just bought her and it is the lovliest thing i've ever seen....
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# Stephanie Griffin 2010-06-01 15:19
Beautiful. I love the way you think.
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# allison 2010-06-01 16:01
If only my mom blogged....
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# DE Heather 2010-06-01 16:30
I love to look back and see the stuff I have posted about them and I will be happy for them to one day read about my take on their life as I am sure that your little ones will enjoy it too!

Truly beautiful post my friend.
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# Issa 2010-06-01 20:43
I love this. I love that because of blogging we take time to write things down. Because three kids later? Time gets hard. And a bit fuzzy.
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# Jen 2010-06-01 21:09
This is why I blog. I don't have a traditional baby book for Maggie- just my blog and my photos, full of the goofy things she says and does. I can't wait to show them to her when she's older :)
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# clarkinfestedwaters 2010-06-01 21:11
Perfectly blogged. Perfectly you. :)
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# Jessica 2010-06-01 23:34
oof. This has my eyes welled up nearly so I can't see the type. I loved this. My daughter is still young enough that I can just stare at her and she is completely oblivious. I don't need to say anything, because I know if I try to I'll get teary. Happy teary, but she and her brother don't understand happy tears yet.

My greatest fear is that I'll forget these magical moments with them.

Thank you for such a beautiful post!
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# Jaina 2010-06-02 12:28
What a beautiful remembrance. I for one am glad that you continue to blog.
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# Kate Coveny Hood 2010-06-02 18:17
I should do more of this on my blog so I don't forget. I think I spend about 25% of my day marveling over how beautiful I find my children (of course while I'm doing other things of course - it's a multi-tasking kind of marvel).
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# If I Could Escape 2010-06-02 19:48
Beautiful and so poignant. I try and do this but well, I get so tired! And, busy!
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# Jodee Leader 2010-06-02 21:27
What a sweet post! It's the main reason I blog too!
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# Kim 2010-06-03 08:24
That is exactly why I blog too. I cannot remember last year,,,so sometimes I go back and read my own log to jar my memory:) I am just socked at how many other people read our family memories. I find us to be rather boring.
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# Al_Pal 2010-06-08 01:44
Awww. So sweet.
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# Texasholly 2010-06-28 18:18
So true and so sweet.
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# Erica 2010-09-30 23:25
This made me sad (in a good way). I AM the mom who is "too busy and tired" and will forget things if I don't write them down. Thank you for reminding me why I blog in the first place!
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